It wouldn’t dim the lights

Or dull the applause

Though I do it myself

For public applause is never a chance thing

 

Bad luck has never held back a nation

Neither will good luck save it

It would take awareness and commitment

It would take me

 

I am unique, impregnated with change

Destined a light

A destiny that calls my name

A call I must heed

 

Though there be other calls

Calls for moderation and caution

Given by loving loving hearts

Some by referees that will never play

 

Calls that would have killed Edison and emasculated David

Calls to feed my need

Visible calls

I however choose to heed the invisible

And to hear the inaudible

I choose to serve my seed rather than my need

 

I understand that the essence of reality is relationships

For truths tell of something

But reality is that of which truth is about

It is seen in the trinity

The father loved the Son and gave Him all

The Son loved the Father and does His will

The Spirit loves the Son and wouldn’t speak of Himself

 

Relationship is the essence of reality

Relationship based on service

Never for national cake

But for national task

My only regret is that I have but one life

One life to give for my Lord and Nation

 

Alas death is not an end but a hallway to Glory

So I choose to die knowing that thus is life

I choose today’s work

To love not myself alone but humanfolk

And that above myself

 

I chose to be ashamed to die

To die without winning a trophy for humanity

I’d rather die than rob the generation of Daphnie of something to be proud about

Someone said, “show me something to be proud about my nation and you’ll see how proud I can be”

I will

 

Years from now

Young hands would hold mine, though calloused, and say

“Papa tell us some tale of men gone before, tales of valor and fame”

Though it now seems there be no story to tell

I would mutter and say

“Thus the story began”

“How this might be” you ask

“I am the story” I answer

 

Real heroes never sought hero ship

They only heeded the call

The call that today tugs at my heart

The call that has made me a stranger and a fool

A call that has made days hours

I have come, in the volume of books it is written about me

To do thy will, Oh Lord!

 

The Author sat at His desk

Wrote “Time” and smiled

“Adam” and wept

With gingerly fingers He scribbled “Jesus”, felt the shame and pain

It was divine tears that touched the scrolls as He rolled them back,

Stood up and said “Let there be light”

Light came running at 3600km/s, and is still coming

 

He has never stopped speaking since

The other day He said “Nelson”

I cried, “Father!”